YONGQIN♥

:D

2010-03-02T11:57:00.003+08:00

Didnt go sch today ^^
over-slept =.= so dun bother ler lor. fake sick(:
okay, gonna watch k.o3 ep 53 now :DD

WEIMING
is ue lor. say your sms cannot all waste on me de hor >:(

HUIERM
LOLS. Why ue everytime oso dunno who i'm talking bout de?

MICHELLE
at last, ue changed your link. ue wanted to change like a few mths ago?

REDBALLS
=.= so redballs is alvin lee?

AZZY
he's messing with ue lar! happy happy den be nice, not happy den like tat. Ask him go die la!

JOYCE
i nvr lie to ue......... reli lar...... if got den i jiu tell ue ler.

stupid fxxking bitch.

2010-02-28T13:37:00.002+08:00

AHH!!
i seriously HATE UE! stupid fxxking bitch.
damn flirt sia! YUCKSSSS!
last day of cny and i ald get so damn pissed off.
ahhh! STUPID GIRL.

OH, JUZ SHUDDAP.

2010-02-27T16:12:00.003+08:00

Back from tuition. Ate at mac. Den walked home wif michelle.
Going grandma hse later, den go watch midnight movie wif cousins.
Watching Percy Jackson And The Lightning Thief.
like sooooo cool lor.

Okay, must must rmb bring jacket or will be like last time and freeze to death.
Going now. Byebye ppl(:

and forget bout phrase book, juz DIE.

2010-02-26T20:14:00.000+08:00

BORED.

DOESNT UE GET IT?

2010-02-24T19:39:00.000+08:00

ONCE UE DONE STH, IT CANT BE UNDONE.

SOME THINGS CAN NVR BE UNDONE.

2010-02-24T18:34:00.003+08:00

): stupid kianhong. go tell ALOT of ppl tat i like jinxuan.
WTFFF LAH! whr got lor! i oni say he good-looking.....
T.T 3F 3G 3H all tink i like jinxuan laaa. LIKE IDIOT LIDDAT!

after sch hav the student leader's investiture. Den the Dacia is 3H de vice-chair.
stupid lor. she's de one tat spread to the 3H ppl. Den still talk to me and say she
always mix me up wif janissa.
LIKE I CARE?

Rehearse for alottttt of times. and from my angle, i keep seeing someone i dun wanna see ):
tmr still hav campcraft training. BOREDDD! Friday still got rehearse and training again den Saturday jiu competition liao. OH NOO NOO NOOOOO.

(:

2010-02-23T17:21:00.003+08:00

Went to plaza sing wif jonathan and junhui today(:
go collect my contact lenses. Walk to cp first den take mrt.
walked to cp wif qijian oso. and stupid qijian ask stupid question. =.=

Reached thr like quite early so go eat at burger king first den jiu walk walk around till 4.
Den collect ler go walk walk again. Den mrt-ed back home.
Dunno is suay or wad laaa. Same train same cabin as my mother. =.=!!!

Den saw my mother liao jiu go wif her ler lor.
Leave junhui and jonathan alone(:

Okay, gonna rush my dnt now. coz nid hand in the sketch book for marking on thurs.
Took the pictures ler. Juz left to print and write......
tmr still have the student leader's investiture.
thursday friday have campcraft training den saturday jiu COMPETITION ler!
soooo fast lor. Heard from qianhui tat the ground thr very hard. i DIE LAH!
I will die from pegging.... noooooooo. how sad and stupid is tat.....
T.T okay. nid do dnt and math and phrase book and chem ws now.
byebye people.. ):

One less lonely girl.

2010-02-22T06:52:00.002+08:00

stupid sister wake me up at 6 and ask to borrow correction tape =.=
lost hers ler den today she got common test. FFFF lor.
i didnt even see her prepare anything. Ytd still very happy didnt revise at all.
Whatever la. her problem. dunwanna care anymore.

Den wake up at 6 so get ready to go sch lah.
6.45 tat time i wan leave for sch liao, my father suddenly ask,
ue so early go out for wad? today i tot is 8 start sch?
=.=!!! I FORGET! F*** lor! i tot i late somemore sia!

nth to do now. so doing phrase book lor.
den later dun nid copy so much(:

(:

2010-02-21T16:32:00.003+08:00

Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Your view on yourself:
:You are down-to-earth
:People like you because you are so straightforward
:You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both side
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:
:You like serious
:Smart
:Determined people
:You don't judge a book by its cover
:So good-looking people aren't necessarily your style
:This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding
The seriousness of your love:
:You like to flirt
:Behave seductively
:The opposite sex finds this very attractive
:That's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms
:But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship
Your views on education:
:You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas
:You listen to your own instincts
:Tend to follow your heart
:So you will probably end up with an unusual job
The right job for you:
:You're a practical person
:Will choose a secure job with a steady income
:Knowing what you like to do is important
:Find a regular job doing just that
:You'll be set for life
How do you view success:
:You are afraid of failure
:Scared to have a go at the career you would like to have
:Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous
What are you most afraid of:
:You are afraid of things that you cannot control
:Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel

juz realise it ald.

2010-02-20T20:22:00.002+08:00

Went JunHui hse today(:
wif jonathan weiming and gabriel.
den later meet qijian.

Reached junhui hse saw his aunt den we tot is his mother =.=
gabriel still go giv oranges den after a while junhui's mother come home.
den we realised. stupid sia.

gambled again and lost $2 ):
so i lost $22 tis week. more den my pocket money sia..... SAD LA.
den played basketball. kana hit by gabriel. i stand thr nvr move oso will bump into me =.=
den second time kana head shot by jonathan ):
wasnt paying attention... so is like my fault?

den around 5.30 walk to cp wif jonathan and gabriel.
den go home, eat, watch tv, bathe so now using comp(:

okay, gonna watch ko3, hitman reborn and down wif love now(:
byebye ppl ^^

going going (:

2010-02-20T08:58:00.003+08:00

Going tuition later den go JunHui hse (:
tmr my mother birthday. if not can go gabriel hse de ):

here are the thanks tat i still owe :DD
thanks for the present, Weiming (:
thanks for the key chain, Daniel (:
thanks for the jewellery box, Amanda (:
thanks for the chocolate, Peizhi (:
thanks for the key chain, Jasmine (:

i dont noe,so stop pestering me would ue?
...........................................................................................

Ming xuan
babyrunbabyrun.bs.com ps spell wrong
2010-02-19 11:29 PM

babyrunbayrun.bs.com ps spell wrong
2010-02-19 11:28 PM

Tagged and relink :DD
2010-02-19 11:27 PM

'YONGQIN♥: Okk(: relink-ed

cant ue feel the magic in the air.

2010-02-18T15:35:00.001+08:00

perhaps tis perhaps tat.
perhaps things might be better if i never knew ue.
perhaps i wouldnt be like tis if i've never met ue.
perhaps things might be different if i didnt even talk to ue.

things is going to be different.
but it would never be better.

listen carefully and ue would hear it.
hear the tiny voice in my heart.

cant ue feel it?

today was nothing else but a fairytale.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

2010-02-13T23:35:00.003+08:00

(: went to my grandma hse for reunion dinner today.
den ar, eat finish went home?
reached home ler den bathe den complained sth to jonathan.
den watch tv den online(:

Gabriel Weiming and AlvinLee they all crazy liao.
suddenly become hitler obama mas selamat zheng he and lee kuan yew.
HAHA. rofl lor!

okay, gonna play fb game liao.
ppl, play country story! very nice de.
Weiming, the game is nice okay!

........................................................
MARIE
thanks for the birthday present(:

KAIXIA
azzy so bad, dunwan join our sad group. lucky we got each other(:

AZZY
i read your blog ler. and haiz....
i dunno wad to say. i reli feel like dying. and crying and juz forget everything.

JONATHAN
ue very bad lah. say i force ue one ):

WEIMING
country story is nice! if so bored den go play la!

(:

2010-02-12T15:40:00.005+08:00

lol, today go see facebook den realised alot ppl wish me happy birthday(:
thanks ppl(: and thanks for the key chain, QianHui :D

Bought sweets and chocolate for ppl today(:
gave out all of the sweets and recieved alot oso :DD

i wan giv ue de. but den ue nvr come talk to me ): sorry.

Happy Birthday!

2010-02-11T16:13:00.003+08:00

(: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME and ANGGIT(:
thanks for the birthday wishes and presents guys :DD

thanks for the marshimaro, sinyin(:
thanks for the doraemon and card, junhui and jonathan(:
thanks for the doll and card, azzy and kaixia(:
thanks for the teddy bear, ChienHuey Yvonne WeiJie WeiKiat Estella Janissa PeiZhi HuiErm(:
thanks for the piggy, Amelia(:
thanks for the birthday cake, Joyce LiYing ShuQing PeiEn Michelle Vivian(:

YAY. I dun owe anyone anything now(: i said all my thanks! :DD

and jonathan koh boon yong and tan jun hui! whats wif the angel card!!
........................................................................
Jon ( Happy B'day in 1 hour time
2010-02-10 10:59 PM
'YONGQIN♥: LOL. okk? thanks(:

CONTACTS!

2010-02-10T20:23:00.003+08:00

(: got my contacts! HAHA. super duper happy.
except tat some ppl reli had to made some ridiculous comments.
AS LONG AS I LIKE IT, I'M HAPPY. GET IT? sucker.
the contacts was a early birthday present from my aunt(:

Had it made juz ytd wif kianhong joyce michelle and vivian.
tis kianhong and vivian har, so damn late. late for zhun zhun 30mins!
den somemore i early reach by 10mins! zzzz.
Went plaza sing den go far east shopping for new year clothes(:
tis vivian oso, go so many shops in the end bought the one she first tried =.=
Den pei michelle buy shoe. poor kianhong. he oso nth to do. oni see us buy things.
den buy chicken wif cheese? Vivian ate one whole packet by herself.
So much lor. so i share wif kianhong(:

den mrt-ed home wif michelle and kianhong(:
michelle stoped at buangkok station i at sengkang den kianhong at ponggol :D
Reached home bout 8.15 tio nagged by mother again ):

TODAY(:
Had cca today. Teach the sec ones until i feel like vomiting blood.
and juz realised tat i nid teach till april. **** la. I TOT TIS WEEK NIA!!! noooo ):
den lrt-ed home and watch tv. eat dinner. bathe. use comp. later doing hw(:
and oh ya. tmr's my birthday(:
thanks for accompanying me(:

what the hell!

2010-02-06T22:43:00.003+08:00

IDIOTTTTT!
Ure supposed to help me okay!?!
Stupid Weiming and Michelle.
Seriously. I NOT 重色轻友!
I didnt even hav 色 =.=
and somemore say i ALWAYS 重色轻友!

I WAN MY SLEEP!

2010-02-05T21:05:00.002+08:00

Reached home around 6.
Bathe den when to sleep. Wake up at 8.35 to do the bloody proposal.
Stupid Azzy, so early do for wadd? i still wan sleep de ue noe?

101th post (:

2010-02-04T22:12:00.003+08:00

tis is the 101 th post.
i reli wanna be happy. But den i still re-doing my game proposal.
Even idiots noe tats sad.

Went cp wif huierm, michelle, yvonne, weiming and kianhing today.
Eat at pizza hut ^^ den walk walk around.
Went sengkang square, the new kopitiam go collect my altered skirt.

Walau, ytd slept at 2am den dunno why 5am suddenly wake up and tot late ler.
WTFFFFFFFFFFFFF!
Choing dnt den today realised tat mr tan didnt come. so next week den hand up. =.=

'Half of my time is eaten up by cca' quoted from AlvinTan.
I totally agreeeeee! Monday got meeting, wednesday got campcraft training, thursday got meeting, friday got training. Seriously, tis is sucky! ):

I reli wanna sleep and sleep and sleep and den juz skip sch tmr! (:
damn, how nice would it be.............

i wish everything would juz simply rewind. ue might think tat nth had changed but in reality, every single thing had.

010110'

2010-02-03T20:38:00.002+08:00

HAHA, Azzy, i noe ure going to kill me for upoading tis picture :DD

IRRITATED.

2010-02-03T19:39:00.003+08:00

Doing dnt now. Feel like dying.
I FEEL LIKE GETTING AN MC TMR!

Dunno wth to do.
i oni noe nid do mini-plan and image board.
But den i dunno how do ):

Tmr hav cca meeting. Irritating~
Not going. coz i nid go collect the my skirt at cp.
Den 8 still got tuition.
i hate my hectic life.

Pegging pegs for campcraft today.
Stupid~ i wanna die die die.
i not enuf power de.... i very weak ue noe? ):
Peg until very pain... ):
..................................................................................
>.<
that's wad u tink. and i forgot bring my chinese de book home. so nv learn
2010-02-02 10:10 PM
'YONGQIN♥ LOL. the compre very difficult... >.<

FUCK IT

2010-02-02T21:05:00.004+08:00

Went cp wif huierm today.
Ate Mac den went the Sengkang Square go alter my np skirt.
Thursday den go collect.

Re-doing my game proposal now =.=
FUCK IT.

i still haven learn my chinese test tmr.
FUCK FUCK IT.

i oso haven do dnt which is due on Thursday.
FUCK FUCK FUCK IT!

DAMN EVERYTHING LA.
...........................................................................
>.<
i also nv say anything... i say lame only mah
2010-02-01 9:58 PM
'YONGQIN ♥ : lame is a big impact to me k? ):

yipeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

2010-02-01T21:26:00.005+08:00

Finished my game proposal ler(:
YAY!
stupid meeting end at 6.15.
BIANTAI LAH! ):

and stupid weiliang go call weiming.
IDIOTTTTT!

'WEIMING
sorry lahh ):
is stupid weiliang. dun say me lame lah.

'AZZY
ue happy lor....

..............................................................................
enrica`yongqin
linked. =DDDDDDDD
2010-02-01 7:05 PM
'YONGQIN♥ :DDDDDDDDDDDDD

weili
linked~
2010-01-31 8:41 PM
'YONGQIN♥ thanks(:

AZZY
HAHAHAHA. omg! and whaat, i actually like that freaky weird ******* okay. but thanks for the advice anyway
2010-01-31 6:30 PM
'YONGQIN♥ HAHA. ure crazily in LOVE lah! i call ue ue oso not so happy lor.

seriously, my class is full of ***** pp.

2010-01-31T11:51:00.003+08:00

SUNDAY(:
At cousin hse now ^^
Going home later den dunno go whr buy dining table(:

and, stupid and selfish ppl, ask nid do wad question,
ue actually replied me tat i'm too lazy to tell ue.
WTFFFF la hor. ue better rmb. i will definitely make things hard for ue.
angry angry angry angry angry angry angry!

look here, ue gotta understand tat i dun owe ue any single thing k.
i owe NOBODY especially UE, ANYTHING. Stupid guy. I hope ue reli tio H1N1 and will NEVER recover!

................................................................................................................

AZBAKIAH,
tat kind of freaky weird bastard, please luh.
FORGET IT.
dun let him play wif your heart.
and listen to your brain! RMB, he's a ***** BASTARD!

D______,
i'm oni asking out of courtesy, dun tink too much.
it's sth everybody should do.

i seriously wonder why.

2010-01-30T17:14:00.003+08:00

Tis week is super damn tiring.
Whole week had to stay back T.T i can go bang wall and DIE.
Tis week is finally going to end peacefully.

We finally decided on a theme for the sec1 camp.
Lets juz hope the rest of the meetings will be easier.
I failed my marksmanship on Tuesday. Badly.
I dun wanna talk bout it.
Count the stock in np store and np room ler.
So left to tidy upp np room. Lets pray HARD and hope NOT to see ANY cockroaches OR lizards. I got enuf of them for one day.
I oso got enuf of balls =.=
play captain's ball wif the sec 1 and sec 2's and in juz a short 30mins,
i've been hit at least 3 times on the head ):
dun wanna elaborate on tat. i juz been hit.
Been hit so many times tat the netball girls laugh at me =.=

Aiyaa... i wanna go watch Hi my sweetheart ler(:
tada ppl~

wEEhAn
Ask Azbakiah ! This is MAGIC ~` HAHA ;D search luh !
2010-01-26 10:52 PM
'YONGQIN♥ : LOL.

SUNDAY SUNDAY~

2010-01-24T12:00:00.002+08:00

YAY. TODAY IS SUNDAY.
and i wake up so early(:
i'm sooo proud of myself(: woke up at 11.30 today.
finished wraping up my sketch book :D
i rock! \m/

TIS IS SO DAMN SICKENING!

2010-01-23T21:16:00.004+08:00

CRAPP ASS.
seen the video tat Marcus Lim posted on facebook today.
WTFFF LAH!
the lady damn sick! she's not even a lady! she's a down right B!TCH!
see until me and michelle wan cry.
WTF LAH!!!

charmaine
tagged
2010-01-23 9:10 PM
reply: (: thanks for the tag. tagged ue back ler.

AZZY
i think he know your blog link from my blog. HAHAHA. omg. he damn clever sia.
2010-01-23 8:56 PM
reply: haha. shock me sia. den how he noe your link?

Amelia
haha ps lah D: tagged!
2010-01-23 8:43 PM
reply: haha. i forgive ue ;D

I WAN MY MARKSMANSHIP!

2010-01-23T09:06:00.008+08:00

•Went for dry shooting at HTA ytd.

•TUESDAY LIVE SHOOTING.
-omfg. i reli wanna get my marksmanship!
-but last year de practice shoot i FAILED BADLY.
-i wanna cry... T.T

•Stupid track pants spoil again. Nid go buy another one.

•My belt last year spoil till now, still haven change. Die die nid change on Monday coz Tuesday nid.

•Monday got meeting for sec 1 camp again.

•Wednesday nid help out to clear np store and np room.

•Thursday got the wad, training of class leaders and subject reps. 4 den end den i 8 still got tuition....

•Friday got np.

•Saturday got tuition again.

•Sunday nid go out to buy fridge and dining table.

•WTF, FUCK FUCK FUCK. I FEEL LIKE DYING.

•Got back my maths test ytd. got 16/20. CRAP ASS LOR. the bloody 4 marks is pure carelessness.

•Later hav tuition at 12.

•I still haven finish my hw.

•HECK CARE LA.

wEEhAn
Come la ... I teach you guys !! I FREE TUTOR !!
Details
2010-01-23 1:09 AM
reply: omg? how ue noe my blog link de?

HuiErm
haha den u should follow me like jiro or like guys tat are older coz they are better
2010-01-22 6:58 PM
reply: forget Jiro. It gives me shivers whenever i think bout him.

>.<
8 nia
2010-01-22 1:43 PM
reply: haha. i higher den ue by one mark ^^

TIS IS SO DAMN STRESS

2010-01-21T19:01:00.010+08:00

•Had maths class test today.

•CRAP, I SURE FAIL. AH~

•Had dnt today. Forgot bring the sketch book!

•Lucky Mr Tan nvr scold. I love ue, MrTan!♥

•Had cca meeting today. And woohoo~ i the group ic for our sec 1 camp(:

•Lucky i didnt get sabo for being cc. HAHA :D
-too bad, frederick.

•Reached home bout 6. Having tuition later.
-so tiring~

•Tmr hav cca oso. Monday oso. AH~

•HAV CHEMISTRY TEST TMR OSO. TIS SUXS.
- i didnt even noe test on wad bloody chapter ):

HuiErm
so now is ship 2 leading hor?
2010-01-20 7:57 PM
reply: lol? i tink i all dun like now.

>.<
5? so noob ar???
reply:ue how much?

AZZY
HI. GOODNIGHT. HAHA 2010-01-19 9:41 PM
reply: LOL?

Jon
wah laughing at me seh.... i get 5 sia
2010-01-19 8:52 PM
reply: haha, i got 9 my mother still kp me lehh. Say wad, she wont sign tis kind of crap.

HuiErm
u got lor hahas i gonna tell eveybody hahas
2010-01-19 6:55 PM
reply: tell everybody wadd?

CRAP and CRAP and CRAP.

2010-01-19T15:15:00.003+08:00

•Took class photo today.

•Got back my english standardise test.
crap, i oni got 9/20.

•Nid parent signature somemore.

•Its ald very good though, coz my class highest is 12 and alot people got 5-7 marks ^^

•Went greendale secondary sch to buy pe t-shirt for sis again.

•Finish buying den bus-ed home(:

•Tmr hav cca till 6pm, so nid go thurs de tuition.

•CAMPCRAFT! i'm going CRAZY!

•Lets juz die...

•.....

booboo.

2010-01-18T19:35:00.002+08:00

HuiErm
hahas so u admit tat u like him? And whose msg u waiting 4? mine? hahas xD
2010-01-18 6:50 PM
reply:WAHAHAHA... and i nvr admit anything(:

JANISSA (:
btw, i realise i didnt add u in msn sia. wads ur email?
2010-01-17 8:32 PM

hahas, ur class de?
2010-01-17 8:30 PM
reply:forgotten_memories@live.com.sg (:
haha. nolah.

SEESINYUEN !
Link me up, okay ? I haven't link you up, but soon.
2010-01-17 10:31 AM
reply: okk(:

2010-01-16T20:59:00.002+08:00

I was waiting for your msg.
but it was a msg from my cca.
my heart felt like it was stabbed a million times.

i'm all messed up becoz of ue.

2010-01-16T20:50:00.003+08:00

crap.
ue mess up my life.
i didnt noe wad i should do now.
why cant i juz noe wad ure thinking?

i cant afford to make the same mistake twice.

2010-01-16T09:03:00.002+08:00

going tution at 12 later.
wif michelle, gabriel and jonathan (:
12-1.30 den 4.15-5.45
from 1.30 to 4.15 oso dunno can do wad...
see first bahh.

and _____, stop smsing jeline la.
ppl jealous ler okay?!!
idoittt.
.....................................................................................
JANISSA (:
tagged^^ woa, u found someone to like le arh? hahas
2010-01-15 11:38 PM
I oso dunno lehh... i dunno is like anot... i wan crazy ler lah. '
and why woa? ue oso got someone to like and like ue back wadd... :D hehe.

LETS JUZ FORGET IT.

2010-01-15T21:37:00.002+08:00

lets juz forget it, if ure joking,
it isnt funny.
and i dun appreciate it at all.

it isnt a great thing to be proud of ue noe?
it's seriously getting on my nerves.

i dunno anymore.

2010-01-15T20:11:00.004+08:00

Dun reli wanna say much.
i hav to learn to love np now.
coz i'm stuck wif the campcraft competition.
BOOHOO for me.

and i hate ue la, stupid gabriel....
go tell zhenhong and simon bout my ANGEL thing.
ahhh~ freak lahhhhh.

.___________.

2010-01-12T15:15:00.006+08:00

OH MY GOD! GOD GOD GOD!!!
cant believed i actually was paired up wif kianhong for bio practical!!
TIS IS SO DAMN CRAPPYY!!
Ask to juz scrape some cheek cells, he actually took 45 mins!!
FXXK HIM LA.
damn unmanly de, teacher ald say guy scrape ler lor. Still act so gay.
ahhh~ i cant believe wad i had to do for the rest of bio practicals.
i can juz go die ler lahh.
..........................................................................................

Went my sister sch to buy pe t shirt for her.
yes i know, my mother juz doesnt trusted her wif the money, tats why ask me go.
SO, my sister is NOT mentally retarted, quoted from JONATHAN.
okay, since stupid jonathan dunwan pei me go, huierm pei me ^^
and at the very least junhui says he will go wif me after he eat his lunch (:
but den, i kindly turn him down. HAHA.

Okay, den walked halfway saw colleen and so she pei me and huierm (:
buy the pe t shirt liao jiu go back home.

and, i'm not gonna eat lunch today ^^
ytd de pizza gonna made me so damn fat!

ure so damn cute!

2010-01-11T18:42:00.006+08:00

Went compass wif gabriel, weiming, alvinlee, kianhong and huierm today (:
ate at pizza hut and den went window shopping wif huierm till bout 4.
reached home, hear mother nag and crap.
ate dinner den using comp now :DD

....................................................................................
Azbakiah HAHAHA, you take dnt? i thought you take f&n. lols.
2010-01-10 6:57 PM
reply: HAHA. i stupid lor, go choose dnt ):

Curlynn , ♥ Tagg YongQin !! <: 2010-01-10 3:55 PM reply: ^^ thanks for the tag(:

2010-01-09T13:07:00.001+08:00

Thing changes, people changes.
Nothing might ever be the same again.

Getting it over.

2010-01-09T12:13:00.005+08:00

•Saturday, tuition at 4.15 to 5.45

•Should be going to grandma hse after tuition.

•Still haven completed maths hw tat dave thong gave.

•Sister went back sch for her cca day. So i'm alone at home. Damn, i feel so bored not quarrelling wif her.

•Not gonna eat lunch today. i wanna Jian Fei.

•Did i mention tat i'm bored? Oh yes i did. Well, i'm still bored.

•Okay den, gonna do my maths hw now.

•I'm such a good and hardworking girl. And i'm a RESPONSIBLE girl. Quoted from Mrs Lim. :DD

•Okay byebye people.

i'm falling for ue

2010-01-07T15:00:00.004+08:00

•First lesson in the morning, see DAVE THONG FACE for 1hour.

•As usual, he from maths can link to LOTS AND LOTS of thing de.
-from maths, link to jc/poly --> university and degree --> money making --> BILL GATES --> NEWTON --> astronauts and rocket --> finally back to maths again.
[seriously, WTF. i wanna pass my god damn maths even when i hate it okay?]

•Den he realised today the duster which he made spoil ytd disappear. So he was like asking me to go G.O take for him, den he tell me, take your own time, no rush. i replied okay.

•Come back, gave him the duster he said thanks AND den say, what took ue so long?
[FUCK UE? ure the one to ask me to take my time?]

•Had ss/hist. Mr lee damn nice. He was owning Joshua all the way ^^

•RECESS

•DNT for 3 BLOODY HOURS. damn, i regretted like hell. Cant believe i actually go put dnt as first choice. If i put home econs, i sure go in de. Oni 5 girls in dnt. CRAP.
-teacher is Mr Tan. He talk for 2 hours den another teacher continue.
-the other teacher talk for half an hour den hav practical, nid melt the metal den blah blah.
[trembling like crazy and i MESS UP THE WHOLE DAMN THING!!]

It isnt easy.....

2010-01-06T15:36:00.004+08:00

•today got maths hw.

•and yup, he's still as naggy as ever.

•going tution in half an hour time.
maths again.

•hav dnt tmr. dunno where the hell did i throw my apron to.

•gonna find it when i come home from tution.

WOO~

2010-01-05T18:23:00.004+08:00

oh great. i realised sth today.
i sound like a bimbo. crap.
yea, whatever. not tat i actually care.

hmm, okay. bored like crazy now. so lets update wad happen today ^^
had chinese, see lim puay yee face jiu sian liao den jiu ss/hist at least better.
Mr lee quite nice. But he keep insulting malaysia till PeiEn angry. lols.
den had bio, talk talk here talk talk there den got short quiz.
den yipeeeeee. Recess. meet huierm and sinyin go canteen.
eat finish go up classroom, see miss tan, and i screamed HI! okay, tats sound stupid but,
LIKE I CARE?
den hav english. Mdm Norlinda, freaked out when i saw her. Damn strict and fierce.
den 2 hours of bloody dave thong maths lesson. I was like going to doze off when he look at me and say, RIGHT?
i didnt know wtf he was talking bout la, so i juz nod my head. Thank god he didnt ask me,
do ue wan to die? coz if he did i juz nodded my head. LOL.
den when finally bell ring i damn happy. HAHA.

den meet up wif peizhi yvonne and huierm den go compass tgt.
ate macdonalds den lrt-ed home wif peizhi.
so to sum up, i still hate dave thong.
okay whatever, not like hating him will change any thing.
so tats bout it.
ta da, people.

stupid thong

2010-01-05T15:59:00.005+08:00

I hate the stupid dave thong. damn naggy!
he like stand in front of the class den repeat, do not bring graph book for 6-7 times.
its like, ''do not bring graph book, do not bring graph book, do not bring graph book, do not bring graph book, do not bring graph book, do not bring graph book. Please bring exercise book.''
WHAT THE FUCK LAH.

den somemore borrow my pen den nvr return me. zzz.
every tuesday got 2 damn hours nid see his face den somemore is teach maths.
i listen till i wan die ler lahh!! ASS LAH!
STUPID ASSHOLE, his hair like wig liddat.
idiot sia.

...............................................................................................
cpz: yoh chairman xiao jie xD
2010-01-04 4:40 PM
reply: LOL. i very fast jiu dun hav ler lah. i keep say fuck here fuck there ^^

I dun wanna holidays to end~

2010-01-03T19:33:00.004+08:00

school re-open tmr. ahhhhhhh~!
why cant holidays be longer?
i wanna it to be longer...... longer! longer!
and my freaky hair, i juz wanna die. =.=
but i'm glad i cleared all my hw ♥

:DD

2010-01-02T09:42:00.001+08:00

yay :]

GOOD MORNING PEOPLE!
i so early wake up today ^^
haha. later hav tuition.......... damn sian de.

BYE BYE 2009

2009-12-31T23:09:00.000+08:00

YAY :]
BYEBYE 2009!

:} :} :} :} :} :} :} :} :}

its a change

2009-12-29T16:45:00.002+08:00

changed blogskin :}

going watch ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS wif huierm and my sis tmr ^^

okay. going grandma hse now.
BYEBYE (:

and I HATE UE.
fucker. ASSHOLE la.

ure an unreasonable bastard, and i bet ue doesnt noe tat.

2009-12-26T22:22:00.004+08:00

ahhhhh~!!!
I HATE UE. HATE UE. HATE UE HATE UE.
UE ***** BASTARD.
ue unreasonable asshole. I FUCKING HATE UE!!!!

SEE TIS >>> I HATE UE!
AND REGRET FOREVER TAT UE MADE ME ANGRY.
ure an asshole, asshole.
fucking unreasonable. fuck ue lah! ure soooo damn STUPID!

is saying sth tat hard for ue?
huh huh huh?! people is trying to be nice to ue,
ue noe anot huh? ue stupid asshole-ly loner.
ue *******!!! ue STOOOOPID IDIOT!!!!!!

OMG

2009-12-21T19:57:00.002+08:00

OH MY MY MY MY GOD!

I TINK I LIKE KE YOU LUN NOW.
LOLS!

damn cute in k.o.3 :DD

i'm back people :]

2009-12-18T19:06:00.005+08:00

YAY! I'm back. HAHA.
okay, going facebook now. byebye :)
tink huierm going genting tmr. lols, i come back ler den she go...
and i damn idiot, go there de first day, i go drink 2 whole cup of coconut juice, go back hotel at night den asthma. =.=''
lucky got bring medicine. hehe. if not i die. :]

:]

2009-12-14T21:24:00.002+08:00

lala, going genting tmr.
byebye people.
18th dec come back :]

lame~

2009-12-14T11:12:00.004+08:00

went aunt hse ytd, and realise i doesnt hate justin anymore. HAHA.
say, next time be nicer to me lahh, den i will be nicer oso . LOLS.
reach there ler eat lunch den they started playing mahjong.
stupid game, dunno wtf they talking bout.
called Michelle and chat den jiu go out eat dinner.

Dinner finish ler den go home. have a FUN day ytd.

damn ridiculous, my relatives can quarrel over the damn stupid thing on earth.
quarrelled over whether the chicken should be cooked by ourself or buy when offered to my dead grandparents. =.=
want to cook jiu cook lahh, ue say wan to cook jiu cook yourself, why bother forcing my father to cook? isnt my dad's parents YOUR parents?

dun care ler lahh, go watch HaiPaiTianXin now. :]

sorry la, MICHELLE.

2009-12-12T11:52:00.002+08:00

sorry la michelle, is my mother cheat my feelings den i cheat yours de wad...
i more kelian lorr.....
and dun keep remind me of the bus-stop boy la! make me wanna laugh again.
scarly he go home den realised his butt go lots of mosquito bites. HAHA.

anw, key chain oni, ue come back ler den i go pei ue buy lor. somemore is not your money mahh.... :D
..........................................................................................

HAHA, today got npcc annual camp den i nvr go. Stupid ***** keep calling me, den i purposely dun answer :D

..........................................................................................

and yucks, i seen somebody i dun wanna see ytd. feel disgusted by juz seeing him.
later my sis go same sch as him den i reli is damn suay. YUCKS! yucks, yucks yucks, yucks YUCKS!

...........................................................................................

finished watching K.O.3 ep 42 ler. Going watch hitman reborn now.
and i'm going my aunt hse tmr, and i hate it. i hate it, i hate it, ihate it.
i HATE every single person who compare me wif my cousins. like is my fault i suxs in studies?
like is my sis fault tat she scored the lowest in the damn family?

Princess and the Frog

2009-12-10T12:13:00.002+08:00

Going amk hub later wif huierm and my sis. sinyin cant go.
watching princess and the frog :]
BYEBYE :DD

HAPPY BITHDAY MARIE

2009-12-09T13:42:00.002+08:00

and oh, missed out sth.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MARIE :]
stay happy always, dearest cousin! goodluck for your choir competition.
ure ald oversea rite? nvm, come back ler den see :D
in Europe rite? come back ler tell me bout there k? (:

stupid security guard.

2009-12-09T13:30:00.003+08:00

IDIOT.
stupid security guard. wear slippers cannot go in, ask him go die lah.
den intended to go jonathan hse de. but den changed our mind and took bus to go michelle hse.
actually wan go her hse changed to sch shoes den go back sch buy books de.
but den reached her block ler den she suddenly say very sian dun wan go back sch.
den okay lor. from her hse we walked to rivervale plaza. damn hot.
den go mavis to register. stupid gabriel lie to us say open at 2pm. zzz. 12 jiu open liao lor.
den after tat go buy bubble tea and sit at mac. den gossip here gossip there den walk walk.
walk halfway saw junhao and his mother. zzz. damn paisehh de lah. especially wif my freaking hairstyle. walk finish ler jiu pei michelle wait for her bus. stupid 119 so damn long.
den jiu go home :]

going sch tmr wif sinyin and huierm again to buy books den go watch movie. :DD
WIF MY SISTER. DAMN IT LOR. SHE MADE MY LIFE SO DAMN FREAKING MISERABLE.

Dramas

2009-12-07T13:20:00.002+08:00

finish watching hitman reborn ep162 :] nid wait till next saturday den have ep163 T.T
finish watching hi my sweetheart ep6 :] nid wait till next sunday den hav ep7 T.T
finish watching k.o.3 ep 42. 3 more episode left(:
watching iris ep7.
cruel temptation oso going watch finish liao :]

YAY. juz realised i watch show watch very fast. HAHA :DD

VICK [T.O.P]

2009-12-06T20:22:00.001+08:00

haha, T.O.P damn hot~

tag la

2009-12-06T12:54:00.002+08:00

:D going to stay at home the whole day.
i not going anywhere. coz if i go out everyone will die when they see my hairstyle.

and hor, visit my blog ler jiu tag lahh. like will die liddat.

damn, i think i hate ue alot now.

2009-12-05T15:49:00.003+08:00

stop using me and oni rmb me when ue nid something from me
stop tat bastardly attitude k? A.S.S.H.O.L.E
how do ue think i would feel? asking me oni when ue tink its convenient.
please, i'm not as easy as ue think i am.

just get away, even i feel tat its getting annoying.

i cut my hair.

2009-12-04T20:43:00.004+08:00

cant believe i reli go cut bangs. and the result is a shock. its soooo damn disgusting. ahhh.
我不想活了!! T.T
i'm gonna coop myself at home for the whole week. I'M NOT GOING ANYWHERE.

IRIS ♥

2009-12-04T11:26:00.005+08:00

HAHA. IRIS soooo nice :]

ft island raining

2009-12-03T22:15:00.000+08:00

ft island

2009-12-03T16:33:00.001+08:00

uh oh, i'm crazy over ft island now too.
jonghun very shaui!!!

hi my sweetheart.

2009-12-03T14:18:00.003+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh~!!!!!!!!
hi my sweetheart stop at ep 5!
nid wait till next week den got episode 6.
i going crazy ler lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
tats why i oni like shows tat are completed.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay, nvm, i will start watching IRIS now.

♥ changed again

2009-12-03T11:26:00.005+08:00

yup [:
changed my blogskin again. now featuring... HONGKI(:
♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥

going watch movie wif my sis and HER friend to watch movie on monday,
i rather stay at home and sleep lahh. plaza sing so far somemore....
den its like die die must go coz, if i cant go, den my sis cant go oso, den HER friend, will be blaming me, ahh. WTF.

haiz, dun tink so much ler, still got a long time before monday, going watch hi my sweetheart now [:

ure beautiful

2009-12-01T20:33:00.002+08:00

yay(: i finish watching ure beautiful liao.
JEREMY DAMN CUTE DE~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he roxs man. he sooooooooooooooo cute.

HEHE

2009-11-30T13:19:00.002+08:00

CHANGED BLOGSKIN. HAHA. I LOVE TIS BLOGSKIN!!

AmAndA: tall and shuai! he on lets go dream team super cute!! [2009-11-29 12:48 AM]
reply: ooo. i'm not a big fan of minho. i like onew and jonghyun more(: jonghyun super shuai de!!

VIVIANNN:D EhEheh! my hongki !! dont snatch hor ! LOL. i thought ko got 48 epi. [2009-11-28 2:27 PM]
reply: okay lor.... but hongki reli very cute. ue oso got watch ure beautiful? and i oso not sure ko3 got how many ep. i keep tot is 42.

peizhi OMG. y u quit npcc ! xO btw, k.o 3an guo got hw many ep?? O_O [2009-11-27 9:41 PM]
reply: LOL. quit npcc oni ma. nid so shock meh? and i tot ko3 got 42 ep. now not sure liao.

JEREMY is sooo CUTE~

2009-11-27T13:20:00.003+08:00

watching ko3, hi my sweetheart and ure beautiful :DD
ko3 going end liao. left 3 more episode.
hi my sweetheart i oni watched 1 episode.
ure beautiful i watch until episode 6 liao(:
HAHA. hongki is soooooooooooooo CUTE!!

2009-11-26T13:16:00.002+08:00

psle results release today, sister got result liao cry like crazy.
make me cry wif her oso. idiot sio.
now dunno can go what sch. Compassvale and NorthVista comfirm cannot.
Sengkang oso mostly cant. seriously, WHAT THE FXXK.

LIFE SUXS.

and,
♥redapples, ue better think before ue comment ANYTHING.

2009-11-25T22:25:00.002+08:00

OOPSY, SAY FIRST, I'M NOT AHLIAN OKAY PEOPLE?
dun wanna leave bad impression ;DD juz dun mess wif me jiu cann ler(:
and, people who knows me, i'm not a ahlian rite? rite :D

ue better watch your mouth.

2009-11-25T15:47:00.002+08:00

knn, ue better watch your mouth,
fuck fuck fuck, happy happy jiu scold ppl de mother.
your mother nvr teach ue isit? cheebye.

wuji jiu come talk to me, face to face,
dun hide behind comp den scold ppl mother.
wan add ue in msn ue oso dunwan,
hum jiu dun anyhow go find taiji hor?

tink my sister very easy to bully isit?
next time, tink twice.

我要离家出走.

2009-11-25T10:54:00.001+08:00

life suxs.
mother like got mental illness liddat, abit abit jiu angry.
我要离家出走!!

2009-11-24T13:55:00.002+08:00

I'M GOING 3F NEXT YEAR(:
wif kianhong and weijie =.= haiz...

juz now see the result liao jiu go compass wif junhui.
we got nth to say to each other. super weird sia.
den go kfc eat. saw Federick and we waved. LOL.

weiming, gabriel, alvin lee, huierm, federick, peizhi and azbakiah go 3E.
joyce, shuqing, liying, vivian, peien and sufyan go 3G.
michelle, junhui and jonathan go 3H.
cheinhuey, xiongchang, janissa, weikiat, leonard, peizhen and xinhui go 3I.

3F like nobody there i like de lor....
but too bad.

2009-11-24T09:51:00.005+08:00

OMG,
we're going to noe what class we going to next year, TODAY!
going wif junhui at 11.30 after tat den go cp eat.

sinyin, kianhong, gabriel, weijie, yvonne. weiming and janissa going
anchorvale.

and HAHA,
i tot gabriel still not happy wif me, apparently i'm wrong(:

nid help huierm and michelle see wad class they going.

and for your info, the >.< is weiming.
>.< is such a gay-ish face lahh!
and i dunno who is redapples ):

2009-11-23T12:18:00.005+08:00

JUNHUI,
congrats on having a new number? at least yours is not prepaid anymore.
and i'm the first person who noe your new number apart from your family(:
so yay!

MICHELLE,
yay, ue hav unlimited sms now(:
so ue can sms me alot now!

WEIMING,
yup yup. we're good friends(: and last long, HAHA.

CURLYNN,
sorry for not being able to go watch movie wif ue.
the timing juz isnt right.

KIANHONG,
yes, i'm very very angry wif ue. i'm gonna write tis big big,
LIM KIAN HONG LIKES BOEY SINYIN.
he told me on skype. so please ask me for futher infomation.
thank you.

SINYIN,
please please please, pei me go leh.
i wanna go, den i oso not very close wif them.
and sorry for the above news.

HUIERM,
faster come back lahh,
i miss ue~
i wanna tell ue sth VERY VERY BIG.

AZBAKIAH,
i wanna quit np ald. npcc is a bitch.
i didnt go for the cadet leader camp,
so i'm not gonna take the cpl test.
so i'm juz gonna quit.

________,
strange, i didnt hate ue like i tot i will.
but i still wont like ue.
so yea. thats' that.

i've gotten over ue.

2009-11-23T12:14:00.002+08:00

YUP(:
I'VE.GOTTEN.OVER.UE

isnt it great?
so people, congrats me k?
new love, new target, new class, new friends and new blogskin.

life's amazing isnt it?

i doesnt even feel sad. yay yay.

I HATE UE.

2009-11-22T11:45:00.000+08:00

I OFFICALLY HATE UE.
UE ASSHOLE!!

i dun wanna see, but i wanna noe.

2009-11-21T10:51:00.004+08:00

sinyin, kianhong, gabriel and weiming going causeway point to support the talent academy people.
i cant go.... its more like, i dun wanna go.
if i can avoid a heartache, i will avoid.
and,
KIANHONG, JIAYOU.....!
[i believe ue can do it!!!!!!] 'LOL
and,
sinyin, look out for me k?
[i dun wanna see, but i wanna noe(:]

photos.

2009-11-20T13:59:00.003+08:00

Charmaine, YongWei, CurlynnYongWei, Charmaine, Curlynn

YongQin, Charmaine

Huierm, YongQin

YongQin, SinYin, HuiErm

2009-11-20T13:30:00.006+08:00

went ponggol park wif huierm and sinyin ytd(:
took lots of photos.
den went hougang mall.
took lots of photos again.
den started raining so go my hse :DD
played monopoly and my sis is the banker(:
skyped wif weiming, jonathan and alvinlee. but we played until too hyper. LOL
den they jiu end call.
Jonathan said i hired professional monkeys to make noise at my hse. HAHA.
den around 6 they bused home. Huierm took today's flight to taiwan.
i'll miss ya lots, shorty! (:

went my sister's prize presentation and graduation ceremony today.
took lots of photos again.
den went rp to eat kfc(:
lots of photos again! :DD
den walked home.

its raining now,
so i'm gonna sleep later.
the weather super nice for sleeping! :DD
so long people~

..............................................................................

and jonathan, sms me will die isit?
ue got unlimited sms lehh! .__.

and junhui, faster top up lahh.
i miss sms-ing ue lehh ):

and weiming, reply my msg lahh.

and michelle, thanks for asking me to chill when i'm angry,
or i reli will go crazy.

and huierm, bon voyage~

plurk♥♥♥

2009-11-17T11:35:00.002+08:00

yay(:
created plurk. add me!
: sugarlover

and omg, jean's leaving for good to dunno where!
she might not come back to singapore!
we didnt even hav our kindness 6 gathering yet! ahhhh~

goodnight

2009-11-16T01:50:00.000+08:00

GOODNIGHT PEOPLE(:
gonna sleep now.
pray i dun wake up at 3am.

happy b'dae

2009-11-15T17:40:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LIYING AND VIVIVEN(:

booo.

2009-11-14T15:11:00.002+08:00

going compass later to eat dinner...
ytd marie went compass and she told me tat compass point is soooo fun, she LOVE it.
like lol lahh. compass so damn boring she actually said tat it was fun........
yea whatever lahh. going shower le.
bye bye(:

a new beggining without ue.

2009-11-14T12:52:00.003+08:00

stop making my head spin,
stop being nicer to me den ue ald are.
ue are ald attached.
dun make ppl have false hope, would ue?
i had ald prepared myself.
i wanted to hate ue. but wad do i achieved?
nothing, nothing at all. except to find myself falling for ue deeper,
and deeper until i cant climb out of tis big black hole i fallen into.
i wan to bless ue but yet, my heart ache whenever ur tgt wif her.
somebody, juz slap me out of tis mess.
why am i tis pathetic?

wild wild wet

2009-11-13T11:52:00.006+08:00

went www ytd. super fun :DD
except tat during the bus trip they keep make fun of me ):
kianhong say i am 'tian shi'
and for your info, he's not saying i'm a damned angel.
and gabriel keep suaning me.... bout the sms i sent to michelle,
like i noe my mother would check my msg and saw tat i scolded her guailan...

when going to reach tat time, it start drizzling but we still bought the tickets coz we nvr see any lightning or thunder. den we wait for weijie to come, he late for 10mins. lols.
we went in and rent a locker and we squeezed all our bags in the locker.
started playing and the guys all took off their clothes. like LOL!
all dun hav six-pack one.... HAHA.

we keep playing the ula-la and posing in front of the camera. we screamed 'jiro suxs......!' when going down, super funny. den played the V and we got into pairs, me wif jonathan, sinyin wif gabriel, weiming wif junhui and kianhong wif weijie. the sitting position seriously looks damn wrong lahh. den we go play in the tsunami and we wear life vests(: went to the deepest end, 1.8 and i cant reach the ground ): we stayed there for a long time den we went to the river. we sit on floats and when sitting very happily, kianhong and weijie will happily pop up and capsized the float, i drank a lot of water lahh.

played all the way till 7 den we go bathe and eat dinner. later, huierm and sinyin buy cup walker and the rest of us go buy things to eat in e-hub.
bus-ed home. huierm, weijie and kianhong took bus 3 and the rest of us took bus 89.
sleep like pig the moment i reached home(:

i seriously dun understand myself anymore. i ald plan on forgetting ue. so why,
why does my heart flutter dangerously whenever i'm wif ue?

go go wild wild wet.

2009-11-12T10:16:00.002+08:00

going www wif junhui, huierm, gabriel, sinyin, weiming, weijie and jonathan later(:
eating luch at cp first :DD

boohoohoo

2009-11-10T10:52:00.004+08:00

boohoohoo.
i'm an idoit.
so what?
ue got a problem wif tat?
tats who i am.
dun like it?
den fxxk off from my life.

i wont be thinking anymore. tats the limit, tats the end.
for the last time, 'i love ue♥'

what hurts the most.

2009-11-09T12:14:00.004+08:00

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

♥

2009-11-09T11:24:00.004+08:00

ytd went grandma hse, to see the newborn baby.
the baby sooo cute! so small.
i love babies! :DD
bt i love ue more.

i had no rights but i have every reason to.

2009-11-07T16:11:00.006+08:00

girl, i hate ue.
i had no rights to hate ue.
but i have every reason to.
ure a fxxking bitch to me.
every girl in my shoes would and should feel the same.
so dun blame me to for hating ue.
ure nt very pretty, nt very smart
and its not like ue hav a wonderful personality.
i'm not trying to say i'm pretty or smart or have a wonderful personality either,
if ue reli wanna compare, ue would fare a great deal better den me in every aspects.
but still, tat's how things work.
i'm good at faking things so i sincerely hope tat ue would noe when
i'm faking nice to ue.
dun think i can forget things easily.
dun be too full of yrself yea?
plus, its not like i dunno i'm a bitch myself.
of coz i noe, i noe myself the best.

crushed

2009-11-07T10:19:00.002+08:00

I tried not to let you see,
Just how much you meant to me.
I tried not to let you in,
But somehow you always win.
Now I'm trying not to fall apart,
Not so easy to do on a broken heart.

I tried not to care,
But that was impossible with you always there
I tried not to fall in love with you,
But how, I had No clue.
Now I'm trying not to fall apart,
But you've stolen every splintered piece of my heart.

I wasn't ready to say goodbye,
Why did you believe in all the lies?
Now she's the one you adore,
Leaving me crushed to the core.
And I'm trying not to fall apart,
Not so easy to do on a broken heart.

i reli wanted to cry my heart out and wish tat my tears could wash away my love for ue.

class chalet(:

2009-11-07T09:57:00.005+08:00

had class chalet(:
went home ytd at 2 alone ):
junhui gabriel weijie huierm and sinyin went kianhong hse to play mahjong.
so i alone lor D: D:
had fun there though :D

seriously, i'm sorry. i dunwan to be a third party so, it's time. it's time to forget. wanting to be tgt with ue can oni be a dream after all.

like hell i could reli like a couple of boys at the same time, ppl who believed tat seriously dunno me enuf.

wad do ue wan me to do?

2009-11-03T20:29:00.003+08:00

怎么办?我的心好痛.

ue wont ever noe how i feel, i seriously hate ue.
how could ue ever do tis to me?!

♥junhui

2009-11-03T19:55:00.004+08:00

SOCIALINTERVIEW.COM ASKED ME
"NAME SOMEONE YOU WISH YOU COULD DATE"
I ANSWERED "I WISH I COULD DATE JUNHUI(:"

.___. yup. i wish i could date junhui(: he super sweet and cute^^ and is kind and caring.

unlike certain someone, i hope ue noe i'm talking bout ue, idoit; nth would make me change my mind again. i hope ue realise wad ue had missed out on.

super excited(:

2009-11-03T11:35:00.002+08:00

going class chalet tmr(:
meeting junhui at cp first den we go tgt ^^
staying overnight there. cant wait cant wait :DD

seriously, whats happening?

2009-11-02T15:00:00.003+08:00

i tot i could depend on ue.
i tot ue would understand how i feel.
i tot ue are my best friend.
seriously, whats going on in yr head recently?
ue have changed completely.
i dun even understand ue anymore.
i tried. but its time to let everything go after all.

what the problem? ue cant trust me enuf to tell me?

i'm back from hell.

2009-11-01T22:30:00.012+08:00

I'M BACK, PEOPLE!

back from atc camp, at last!

we pitched our own tent, cant bathe, ate maggie mee tat are not fully cooked, slept wif centipedes, red ants and rain water.

DAY1
We climb up all the way to our camp site, reached there, get into groups, got separated wif squadmates, went to start pitching the tents. and believe it or not, all the 5 of us doesnt noe now to pitch the bloody tent, so gg lahh! went around asking people how to pitch, try to copy wad other ppl are doing and finally, our tents was pitched in like 1hr more?

den we had games, do tis do tat and den dinner time, raw maggie mees were eaten den we had games again? i dun reli rmb, finally we were to go to sleep WITHOUT BATHING at 12.30am! ASSHOLE SEH! my tentage group members cant reli go to sleep? throughout the whole damn night we like woke up 4-5 times? at aroung 1.45,i felt sth on my hand and den realised it was a BIG BIG centipede! of coz my first reaction is to sweep it off lahh. so i swept it on to my friend, i felt bad so i was wake her up and tell her i swept a BIG BIG centipede on to her body. in the end, all the five of us woke up. we didnt find the centipede so we tot tat i saw wrong, den who noes, 15 mins later, my friend suddenly screamed and the centipede was on her leg. like lol? other tentage people start yelling at us. like,' tentage 5, can ue shut up?! ppl are trying to sleep here!' damn paisehh lahh. by den, it was ald raining very heavily, oni a little rainwater leak in but some other tentage was like a swimming pool.

DAY2
At last 6.15am, we had to report and fall in. the second day of camp officially started.
had pt and breadfast and our hell begins, first activity is rafting, we hadd to build a raft ourselves using poles and barriers and ropes. the raft can carry 10 ppl at a time and it can reli float! den we had low rope elements, balance here balance there and den fall. den we went to a very very dark underground maze. there are like no sirs to follow us so while feeling our way out, all of us was like screaming vulgarities? after tat, we had to walk around pulau ubin and go see a big black wild boar tat looks kinda cute. by the time we finish the activities, it wad like ald evening. we had dinner and was finally allowed to bathe. like yipeeee! after bathing we had campfire. it was raining so no choice, we had an imaginary campfire, it was a very big disappointment. campfire ended very early and den we had night walk into the forest, in a group of 4 ppl. we made it out alive and our second day finally ended. lights out at 12.15 and we all fall asleep immediately. the next moment i opened my eyes it was ald morning 6.10am. we are like supposed to gather at 6.15. die lahh, we late liao but we den realised tat all the other ppl oso haven wake up yet.

DAY 3
late. kana scolded. were scolded becoz we walk in slowly. had to do 10 push-ups as punishment and den we had pt. run run here, jump jump there. had breadfast but our rations oni left abit so we oni each ate like one piece of biscuits? den had to do area cleaning. my group is in charge of toilets. is tat suay or wad? our girls toilet showers were flooded, had disgusting things inside the rubbish bins, had cockroaches inside the toilet bowls and bras were on the floors. dunno is stupid or wad, the sir gave us transparent plastic bag to clear the rubbish bins. like EWWWWW? we insisted on having a black plastic bag so he went and get one for us. after cleaning up, those who were free helped out in cleaning the tentage areas. after tat, we sit down and wait for futher instructions. A sir came by and asked for two volunteers, one male one female. zheng yuan from nan chiau high volunteered himself so left another female lahh. we oni got 8 girls in our group but dunno why, the sir suddenly say, the compassvale, please volunteer yrself. so bobian lahh! i the oni compassvale girl in tat group leh! obviously is talking bout me lahh. so no choice....!!! follow him and we had to clean the kitchen tat the cadet inspectors used. i mopped the floor, sweep the floor and wipe the tables. after everything is done, we had telematch and group courage won. their prize is potato chips. T.T den we waited for the vans to drive us to the jetty and den we take the boat to singapore and den we take the bus to compassvale and den i take lrt to go home and den i bathe and den i go sleep(:

tats how i spent my asshole-ly first 3 days of holiday.